hmm I know my blog has been filled with gloomy thoughts lately. I can't help it. I am at home.

tell me, what is better? Live with a fake smile and pretend things you don't feel, or actually fight and argue and stand up for what you believe in, even if it is going to hurt the people you tell that to? Even if it means they won't talk to you?

I just had another row with my mother. It was NOT pleasant this time.