If I don't post in my own blog, I won't be able to say it anywhere else.

As much as I want two people to be together and as much as I know that break-ups are painful, I have yet another reason for why I don't like a particular break-up.
When someone else is happy (or seems so), you can be allowed to feel sorry for yourself when you compare yourself to them. Somehow pitying myself gives me a feeling of being more alive. But when someone breaks up with their SO and you see then unhappy, now you can't feel sorry for yourself anymore..because you realize that others are unhappy too. Thus, you have to share you unhappiness.


So I feel as if I've been robbed. Robbed of self-pity.